my ex husband left me for another woman to Germany , and before then in our relationship i didn't enjoy my marriage at all because my parent die in an accident, my parent are pastor and i am a choir in our church but my parent family are not there for me after my parent dies so i just feell victim into the hand of my miserable ex husband i lost my first pregnancy through constant beating and i lost the pregnacy and he was the one who deflowered my virginity